Confidence about my innermost impressions about happiness

The guides of the Spirit World asked me to make public a “secret of the soul”, so as to help people who have experiences similar to mine.

I developed, over time, a mental pattern that I now recognize emerged in response to a varied and significant amount of abuse I suffered in my childhood and adolescence, much of it stemming from my status as a member of the LGBT community – I have been aware of being homosexual since I was six years old, before I even knew the fancy word for what was qualified as an aberration to humanity and, extreme blasphemy, an abomination in the Eyes of God.

Happiness seemed to me to be a life goal for normal, healthy individuals, and not for the morally or psychologically deformed, as I was indoctrinated to feel – indoctrination that, in the 1970s, took place through the media, school, church, family, everywhere.

Creatures like me would be destined to madness, suicide, public mockery, and – for those who were religious, which was also my case – eternal damnation in hell.

I did not admit despair. But despite being born in Brazil, whose culture softens the rigors of the Western apology of “hard work,” it took me a long time to discover that I understood well-being or, even worse, the daring pretension of happiness as indicative of selfishness, laziness, and futility.

Secretly, I always thought the pursuit of being happy was a childish, vicious, and mediocre goal. Life should be dedicated to “serious” projects, aimed at the common good, based on a routine of stoic disciplines. And any discomforts arising from this philosophy and system of existential management would have to be banished, as a natural consequence of a progressive “psychological maturation”.

I had to fall ill successively, already in the maturity of the physical body, to realize that these presuppositions were pathological and that it behooved me to at least modify my concepts of happiness, translating them as peace of conscience, sense of duty accomplished or fulfillment of a “vocation” – in the deepest sense of the word: the “Voice” of God or the Divine Will for each one of us.

This is one of the most relevant motives why I was chosen to spread a set of principles that stands out for the observation of the compass of happiness – which, in the last analysis, constitutes a tool for human beings to guide themselves, in all departments of their lives, and align themselves with the axis of their own conscience, with the noblest and most authentic moral values.


Benjamin Teixeira de Aguiar
LaGrange, New York, USA
October 2, 2021



Who I Am… for you!…

Yahweh prophesied that He would put enmity between the dragon – the serpent archenemy of this humanity – and the Woman1.

I Am that Woman.

Under the name of Archangel Gabriel, one of his multiple Names, He visited me and made me pregnant with the Christ-Verb Jesus2.

Through the incarnate Logos, He spoke to the earthly world, to that and to all generations to come after the descent of his Emissary to the stage of the physical domain of existence.

And, in communion with His crucified Son, He again bequeathed this planetary community to my Maternal Heart when He said to me and the Apostle John, who at the time represented the entire earthly civilization: “Woman, here is your son… Son, here is your Mother…”3

The mission that was assigned to me, in that sacred instant, continues to this day… and forever…

Beloved child, who reads these words of mine: I am here!

I Am, by Divine Order, your Mother, Mother of the entire human family on Earth, reflecting for your weary heart and your inquisitive brain, the Maternal Face and the Infinite Goodness of God!…

Seek me through prayer, answer me through fraternal action, observing the request that I voiced during the episode of the Wedding at Cana4: do everything He has taught you in His Gospel of love, detachment and authenticity.

Thus, and only thus, you will find peace and be happy!…


Benjamin Teixeira de Aguiar (medium)
Eugênia-Aspásia (Spirit)
in the Name of Mary Christ
LaGrange, New York, United States
January 26, 2023
1. Genesis 3:15.
2. Luke 1:26-33.
3. John 19:26-27.
4. John 2:1-5.

Fraternal Amalgam and spiritual joy, with discipline and combativeness for the common good – Message from Mary Christ

I represent the Amalgam of fraternal communion in the communities of sincere devotees and the Joy of rapture and enthusiasm of those who fairly perform their spiritual duties as pointed out by their consciences.

Jesus, in turn, symbolizes both the Sword and the Cross of discipline and discernment, as the Combat for the victory of the good, the truth and the life in every time and place.

Together, we complement each other in the christic, archetypal and mythological functions essential to the evolutionary dynamism of individuals and communities.

May each one learn how to distinguish, with clarity and acuity, when mercy must be applied from when, conversely, compassion turns into sentimentality, complacency and connivance with evil.

May, on the other hand, the spirit of justice be always joined with the purpose of service, with the responsibility for the common good, with the coherence with the principles and causes to which one has committed oneself.

May we choose, in every circumstance, balance, ponderation, the courageous disposition to follow the calls of one’s own conscience, despite any kind of sociocultural, professional, family or even religious conveniences.

May one continually seek in everything and everyone, as possible, the essence rather than the appearance.


Benjamin Teixeira de Aguiar (medium)
Eugênia-Aspásia (Spirit)
in the Name of Mary Christ
LaGrange, New York, United States
December 21, 2022

Christian spirituality without religion – Message from Mary Christ

Today, we celebrate Spirituality in its purest expression – that which is rid of dogmatic embellishments, without the restraints of doctrinal approaches.

Fourteen years ago, on December 14, 2008, we unbound this Temple-School that we established on the planetary surface from any conventional religious denominations.

Yes, we have adopted, and in a more zealous and accentuated way, the Christianity based on the principles recorded in the four canonical Gospels. However, we kept the indispensable philosophical flexibility to adjust it to the human needs and aspirations at the dawn of this Third Millennium of the Christian Era.

Be welcome all hearts thirsty for transcendentality!

Enter through our wide gates any soul that yearns to be free from the yoke of oppression, of prejudices, of ignorance, of addictions of the body, of the intellect, of the emotions!

Praise be always to the Christ-Verb Jesus, who established for the earthly humanity a civilizing cycle of progressive manifestation and consolidation of universal fraternity!


Benjamin Teixeira de Aguiar (medium)
Eugênia-Aspásia (Spirit)
in the Name of Mary Christ
LaGrange, New York, United States
December 14, 2022

What is infinite – God or human intelligence?

You ask me: why does this happen? And I remind you, first, that asking deep and pertinent questions, whether personal or more comprehensive, is an excellent exercise in lucidity, provided that it is combined with the correlated philosophical effort to seek benevolent or evolutionary meaning and purpose in everything, even if these positive contours are not normally discovered in superficial and hasty approaches, even when such a  priori assessments seem intelligent from the perspective of the mentality of a specific time and culture.

God does not make mistakes, beloved child. It is the human capacity for reasoning and cognition that is limited. So, if you go far enough in your reflections, there will be a point where, inexorably, you will hit a of perplexity, of paradox, of amazement.

However, if you are not presumptuous, you will not forget that no matter how sharp your wit or your knowledge, you are still only – or all of this - a human being, bearer of extraordinary potential, but also of unavoidable limitations.

Thus, if you have not achieved a complete understanding of any event, person, or thing, it is not the Supreme Being that “ceases to exist” because of that – it is your human perception that is not infinite.

Or would you rather embrace the nonsense of renouncing good sense and judging that your intelligence and knowledge no borders?

Benjamin Teixeira de Aguiar (medium)
Eugenia-Aspásia (Spirit)
in the Name of Mary Christ
LaGrange, New York, United States of America
August 10, 2022